I have the wrench that keeps the whole thing bolted together. :)

I've been in my kingdom so long, I know exactly why things work the way they do, what can change, what's set in stone, and where we can push people in new directions. There's satisfaction to be had at this level, in that I can look and see quite clearly where I have influenced things, and how things have changed because of stuff I've done, but it's harder to get sparkly.

And sometimes, I need a rest. I attended all of six events last year, yet somehow managed to have an inside seat on all sorts of things.