Pondering....

[femkes_follies]

..... is it worth taking the effort to send a politely worded message to the Kingdom Curia spelling out my issues with the concept of setting Kingdom A&S Faire permanently in a corner of the Kingdom? At a site not by any stretch an ideal venue. Knowing full well I will likely get told to sit down and quit rocking the boat.

I'm in a funk, Kingdom-wise. I twitched toward some light muslin at JoAnns the other day - contemplating making another stack of beaded veils. And decided there currently isn't anybody I care to give them to.

Basically, I'm feeling disregarded. And therefore not motivated to put effort into doing anything that isn't for me and mine.

Unless motivation feels like someone parking a couch on your chest. In which case, I'm all kinds of motivated.

Comments

[estela-dufrayse.livejournal.com]

I would write the letter to get it off your chest, and then there won't be any regrets...
then
Move on, do what you love for the people you love and forget the rest. Things will turn around again when you are least expecting it. There are people out here who are inspired by your research. Keep your thoughts comming! I know of two other ladies here (other than me) who have been inspired by your flemmish stuff and have had the balls to then test theories of their own.
We all have to keep putting one foot in front of the other.

[femkederoas.livejournal.com]

Probably a good plan.

I might even post a (locked) draft for review before I send it. ;-)

[estela-dufrayse.livejournal.com]

I don't mind reading it for you...

[femkederoas.livejournal.com]

It's up in my journal. I'd appreciate suggestions. Too negative, too accusatory, not strong enough, whatever.